For you...

In five days; 15 months will have gone by since 7:44 pm. october 29th 2008; in our eyes we have already made two years. In my eyes you... words could not express this feeling. my heart sinks and at the same time skips a beat; my hands get tight and i feel anxious and all i want to do is yell to the world how much i love you, i just can not find the words. I stated that already. If I may be so bold to try. . . You have eyes that compliment the sun rise; if not already stealing its shine. A heart big enough to cherish; fragile enough never to let go. The physical gives glory to that of which bares your soul. An aura that glows much more flourescent than any flower on a summer day. Words that blow wind into the hollow frame of my mind. You fill me up. You hold my world in your hands & I would have it no other way. Others will search for what it is we have; and i hope they find it; if not close. Like words to mind you complete my thoughts; mind body and soul you have me whole; my undivided attention & you always will. Love seems to be what you make it; making life worth while. I expect nothing further; when you have given all that I need and could ever want . 102908.

wow its been a while. . .

Its been 7 months since Ive actually written anything on this; not that it really matters; the only people i have on here are stacy, and my baby (hey guys; even if you guys probably dnt sign in) oh and tht guy that i dont know; hey budd.

LML <--- not really; modern day LOL? i guess,

So... ive finally reached my senior year. && I have been waiting for this year since i got into elemaentary; not just becausse i wanted to leave home but because it was tormenting... learned alot over the years.

im currently playing pursuit of happiness by kid cudi... i like the chorus :)

...well im pretty sure perfect strangers are going to see this... hey guys;girls; gays;kiddos; blacks;whites;blues; greens;w.evs.

i noticed within the last week that change will take place whether or not we or any individual can handle it. && ive changed. i like it for the most part. Adapting ?
For the better i hope; the world doesnt have to move with me so its not a big thing to me.

I have noticed that others cant stand to see you happy; and I can say that factually because i used to be one of those people. sad huh ? well yea; so anyway; im on the " pursuit of happiness" and the road hasnt been bad.
I wouldnt say im stressed about it at all because it motivated me alot more; and i can not wait to reach my goal whatevr it may be to embark on another...
well invisible listeners, i shall depart.