It will never change ...the beat of the song, only because it has no sound. It has no sound yet you can see mouths forming shapes of anger and you can feel the pain in their eyes... but the dance to the rhythmless music makes you think in circles... ill move in circles. I will move in circles in this 3 bedroom apartment, with the 1 1/2 bathroom kitchen and living room area....i will dance. Dance like i have nothing to care for, when i do. It is better to laugh than cry.
In nightmares the people dance in backward cirlces... dancing to rhythmless music in backwards circles... and then fear appears, the emotion changes...or enhances. in circular motion the dancers on this nightmare go about their days... I am standing still.
I find it hard to come to terms with the environment I live in. I grew up here and I hate it. The air nips at my skin like tiny sharks and my eyes are wide open as I dance to the silence music in circles of disbeliefs.
It is better to prevent than remedy....now nothing can be touched.