I cant say what I dont know

Ive sat a long time with a blank expression on my face,
just because I cant say what it is I feel or even felt.
The hours have dragged in the past day
and I have nothing I want to do more than lay still and wait for the moments to wash by.
Why won't they leave ?
& I cant lie to say its over because I know it isn't.
I cant say what I don't know
not because I don't want to but because i cant understand.
I cant undersIand how it is that this wall i built broke so quick then and how the hell its been building and self destructing...
all on its own...and I have no control
or do I?
I cant say what I don't know...

just something to speak for some of my thoughts

My mind will race...
my body will move...
and my heart will beat with her name across it.


I cant seem to find words at this time of the day even if i feel like ive got so much to say...and i didnt mean for that to rhyme whatsoever.


9.20.2010 4:18am