There is not a day that goes by where I don't think about June,26th, 2009...she'll get her high school diploma && I'll have another year in high school. Im worried about the small things.im worried i wont be able to hear her voice at 9:35 am && look across the room to catch her eyes inline with mines.I'm worried that our time will be limited && that small insecure past of mines creeps up && wonders will she get tired and leave; reassured that that will never happen;; i concentrate on today.
I have stress that hasnt even reared its head yet. silly isnt it?
the day she graduates ill cry for the time i wont have with her and how i will yearn to know how she is every second of the day,how much i will miss her.
I'll worry about the stress she will have and the pressure she will endure.
stressing as i worry about the future when im glad ive made it throught 2day.
( idk ;; dnt ask.)
[[ my thoughts scramble themselves and i become tongue-tied ]]
mood: unclear.
baby, you kno that wont happen because i would push mountains...part rivers..desstroy cities and countries to get to see you or to hear ur voice eveyday...just be sure that the future will hold both of us...and not alone but together. i love you babe...for today, tomoro, and the rest of "todays and tomoro's" to come...dont stress baby you kno i got u
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